I'm a lucky girl. A lucky lucky girl.

"thank you friends for the time weve shared I love you all like sunshine and air<3"

Thanks for making me this way guys. Heres to you, for making me a wacky quirky and all around happy person. I would'nt want to be a complete idiot with anyone else besides you guys. Never ever change, not one of you. Youre perfect the way you are. This is in no order so please dont get mad-also if your not on here, dont get mad either, we all know we have those certain people that you feel deserve a livejournal shout out. Oh and sorry guys-but this ones for the girls :)

Danielle- The most amazing person i've ever met. She'll stop at nothing to make everyone happy. Even if that means making herself unhappy. She'll stop what shes doing for you, and just being with her will make you an all around better person. Any problem you could possibly have will be okay if you just talk to her about it-she'll help you. Not only that but shes hysterical and so random. (in the middle of math regents review the picture of martino dancing-i still have that!) Thanks for making me a better person danielle, youre awesome<3

Colleen- Stop copying me. How can I get a better friend? Shes exactly like me, not in every way but dear god so close. My fellow goofball. Someone who was gone through life with me in pretty much every area-from the begining of girl scouts to this year of track. Together through thick in thin. To have inside jokes from the most awful events like at a funeral home ("This leaf bends") to doing the girly event of watching a movie and eating a pint of ice cream after a break up. Thanks for being on the same page and thanks for making me a wacko. Stay spiffy<3

Kristin- Quiet? Please. Promise me you'll never be quiet outside a classroom. Nobody on the planet is as funny as you. You can make anything funny. You put a spin on making people feel better. If I'm ever down you dont say some words of wisdom, you make me laugh-only special and outrageously funny people can do that. Like your way of getting me over chris (by the way thanks for putting up with me during that time in my life) haha i wont write it here, but hopefully you remember. Youre an caring funny person and I hope you never ever change. Thanks for making me silly. youre the best<3

Amanda- Well, well, well. My nickel pimp. Thats exactly what you are, some one who is always there, from the big things to the little things (like dishing out nickels). You'll listen to me no matter what and be serious about it. Then the next thing I know we're crazy, laughing about the most crazy things that no one else would find funny. I mean honestly, who laughs more at the reproductive systems and all their parts? ("cowpers gland" HA HA HA!) Everyone needs that rare-to-find friend that can be serious and crazy at the same time. Thanks for making me kinder. I love my Arizona<3

Christine- Oh my buddy. My wife. My soul sista lol. I was looking at that old book you me and ali had the other day. Remember our dogs? Well Ali had a cat. I think yours was Max? Wow we go way back. All thanks to that fateful show "All my fruits and vegetables" Good times, Good times. From "HIYA!!!" to "Mr. Beef.", From "Look no hands!" to "Ahh a boot!" Youre a great friend and so much fun to be around. I can't be upset when we're together. Youre a caring person that makes everyone around them happy. Thanks so much for being such a good friend through the years. And Thanks for making me a happier person. I love you my wife lol<3

Amandis- What a funny girl. Youre incredibly unquie and I completely look up to that. You have your own style and you can be yourself. We make each other laugh so much over the stupiest stuff. ("I hold my hands and pray!") I'm so glad we got, well i guess you could reunited in that dumbass social studies class. ("So columbus sailed around--WHO LIKES STRAWBERRY ICECREAM!?") haha. And Mr. Manzos class too--oh and how could I forget gym with Mike, haha and that one day during baseball we hung out in the out field and took pictures of him. Ah your a great person. Thanks for making me a hyper person. "where are the cups!?"<3

My sisters of the traveling pants<3

dont read this

....i know you want to now that i said that but seriously, its boring

*sigh* i warned you:

i had loverly easter in case your wondering. which your not, but hey, ur reading this so you must be interested in something. i supposed my easter started the day before. i was EXTREMELY hyper that night after haning out with matt. were so crazy. idk if i was to write down what we did everyone would think were freaks (stop thinking perverted thoughts btw, cause thats not it lol)so i wont. lets just say i had a great night and because of that i was super hyper. me and my brother were yet to color our eggs, so i called him when i got home to find out what we should do about it. he told me to just sit and wait until he got home and we'd do them then. so my brother gets home at 1. and we start coloring eggs. for the people that tell me that me and my brother are like bset friends i guess ur right. we were insane. and you know how EVERYONE colors at least one eggs by mixing a few colors to see how it came out? well we did all of them. then wrote on all of them with stupid things. i guess were just weird. it was around 3 when we got to bed. the next morning we finally got up at 11 and....blah

blah

blah.

i dont care anymore. long story short my family is cool. OH! and i went for a walk with my aunt and my mom and some how my skirt went all the way up in the back and none of us noticed until a car honked twice. mmkay im done.

later

whats that in thing coming thats wayy late? is it a bird? is it a plane? NO! its jeannas rochester update! no effin way!!

yes my sexy mamas...its finally here. but its not really an UPDATE...its a poem. YES MY FRIENDS I AM THAT MUCH OF A DORK THAT I MADE A POEM!

or could it be im uber talented...

nah....im just a loser.

its early morning-lets sit and wait,                                                                                                        

for a bus ride to come that we THINK we'll  hate,                                                                            

but once were seated and on our way,                                                                                                 

we noticed a boy who might be gay.                                                                                                 

how do we know, you may ask,                                                                                                        

that this poor boy is a fag?                                                                                                                   

well it could be he was wearing colls pants,                                                                                    

thats right folks, he dressed in drag!                                                                                                      

at our first rest stop we got some food,                                                                                           

joked around about the rod of chester                                                                                                

we wore some spiffy burger king crowns                                                                                          

and nicknamed this poor gay guy just like we did with Lester.                                                  

Cornealous was his nickname.                                                                                                            

but our interest was gone fast,                                                                                                         

cause we soon realized that truth or dare and dirty mad libs,                                                          

made this bus ride kick ass.                                                                                                                   

after 6 straight hours,                                                                                                                            

of nonstop fucking fun,                                                                                                                       

we made to our hotel and mixed up our rooms,                                                                                

but who cares where we stay? rochester is still number 1                                                                                                                                                

that night we watched the grudge,                                                                                                  

"watch out for naked asain boys!"                                                                                                   

afterwards our elevator went down instead of up,                                                                             

me and kristin were scared shitless&hopeing not to hear that "uh-uh-uh"  noise .           

Speaking of elevators that night we crammed into one

and we were so damn loud

we pushed marco out on a random floor

and the security guard said we were not allowed.

we had an awesome night,

i slept with christine *sigh* were quite the pair,

and we picked the perfect bed

because danielle and kristins had a pubic hair.

the next day i dont quite recall,

and i know you dont care,

but ive got to say that the food was great, the mall was fun,

and cornealous was EVERYWHERE!

ah now i remember the second day,

thats when my compition was-guess who it was with?

cornealous. yep he was there,

turns out his name is matt smith.

turns out kristin loves to "PARTAY"

and crazy cloaked men like to stare into our hotel,

flickling lights in the middle of the night isnt a good idea,

but all in all that night was swell.

the next day was awards day and centereach kicked ass,

alot of us won-were such cool cats,

but everyone was a truly a winner,

because we got to party at marcos after that!

we made alot of videos,

i love the last video the best,

"pimpin' aint easy"-but we needed to keep quiet,

cause pimpin' kristin needs her rest.

of course there were alot of other moments that trip,

hell, we even caught a molester,

but the others things that happened our for only the us to remember

because "what happens in rochester stays in rochester"

i love you guys so much.

im rather happy we all met;).

and i know for fucking sure,

that cornealous is a name we'll NEVER EVER forget.

...damnit...im good.

i hope you enjoyed my little poem:)

love you guys

-Jeanna

my journal is nearing its end. its not even like myspace has taken over because i dont really make any blogs or anything. i think im just done with writing about the adventures of my day. whatever. i have to make an entry about rochester but i know it'll be freakishly long. at the moment i feel like just writing something small, which will end up something big. Firstly, and this is the top of the amazinging things list, is the fact im going to see taking back sunday and jimmy eat world concert. i guess im just hyped bc im in love with taking back sunday and the fact that they will be in the same room with me along with dozens of other people makes me tingle. ill just forget the fact other people will be freaking out around me and focus on tbs and myself. im not even sure when it starts, but say it started at 7, well then im making matt get us there by at LEAST 5. its a stand up room, meaning if we got there early maybe we could be by the stadge...right in front of them...oh man im getting the chills. anyways, itll be awesome. speaking of music. listen to this song. its so fucking pretty. it made me cry, is that weird? it reminded me of matt. then theres this lady holding a picture of her husband bc im guessing he died. that unlocked some weird emotions and i just thought about matt and how much i cared about him. then i thought about how much i missed amy. then i thought about my dad. i cried for at least an hour. but not a bad cry. its so pretty. anyways, please listen to it:

http://musicvideocodes.com/?song=2816

pleassssssse listen to it. i heard it on the bright eyes cd and it didnt unlock one emotion, but watching the video *sigh*. anyways the new bright eyes cd is incredible. everyone of the songs are amazing. i love the last song. and the first one....ah all of them. anyways...

hmm...

oh yeah last night i went with matt and paul to see cabaret at newfield. we came late but at the last minute got in. all i can say is it was amazing. the stupidest story line ever. but ther acting was awesome. they had this perfect choreography and it was just...cool. hah im a dork. just they way they did it. there play kicks any play centereach has dones ass. david martinez was in it. beforehand be told me he wasnt the main character but he definetly was. you know that gay guy that comes out and is all like "everyone is beautiful here!" well thats just the lead cabaret guy. he was awesome  but not important. david on the other hand made the play. he did great. they worked so hard too. one girl was dancing with a sprained ankle. and david had hit his head the day before and was bleeding everywhere. anyways it was quite enjoyable. matt got really sick during it though. "oh yay its halftime. now i can go throw up." i saw lisa. i love her lol. i felt rather special too. paul told me i was all matt talked about. and this kid kyle was like "so this is the girl whos name you scribble all over your books like your in second grade." aww i love him. anyways, it was a loverly time. they did great. were gay. were doing grease. what the hell is that? how many times was grease done? wouldnt it be cool if we did some really outrageous play like Cats or The Lion King. yeah, then we'd kick cabarets ass. i mean Grease is awesome but even me and marcos (or should i say harold and yolandas) play would be better. okay well this was way longer then i figured it would be. i swear ill write about rochester soon. later<3

so yeah. matt picked me up to go bowling today. yay! so were not even a block away from my house and theres a red light so we stop. and since we stopped i thought 'hey! kiss your boyfriend!' and this wasnt even a um...cough....deep kiss it was just a cutesy little kiss on the lips. nothing big at all-AT ALL but then in the mist of looking at each other we hear THUD! so we hit the car in front of us. oopsy. my fault of course. but we didnt damage it-THANK GOD. the people in the car didnt even like....flip us off. or anything for that matter. at all. they didnt turn around. they didnt get out of the car. nothing. not even a...um...fist shake(?) then, (isnt this dandy) a cop pulls up next to us. but, he didnt do anything either. so all that happened was an embarassing waiting for the light to turn green. so yeah...we hit a car lol

-Jeanna<3

ONCE MONDAY IS OVER ITS OFF TO ROCHESTER

girl scout meeting tonight...

awesome.

i seriously dont understand why were the best of friends EVERYWHERE except the campgrounds. its weird...but hell, i can deal considering we're back to normal right away. as corny as it may sound these girls are like my sisters. ther so goddamn funny about everything and i love being around them. hah "ali i need to talk to you....i have a bra" lmfao so much fun. i love them so much. thank god my mom made me join girlscouts when i was little. thank god ali came up to me on the first day and said "hi im ali, want to be friends?" i grew up with these people. *sigh* they dont realize how awesome they are. hah i love being a girl scout. think its gay? like oh my god go fuck yourself asshole:)

have a loverly day lol

-Jeanna

THIS ONE GOES OUT TO MY GOOD BUDDY DANIELLE!!(and all you other loverly people i care so much about)

i can admit myspace has taken over livejournal. i fully and wholeheartedly argee with petes final entry in his livejournal regarding how livejournal is dead, and myspace is the new craze when it comes to the computer. Im sorry for this, but honestly, livejournal has been defeated by myspace. Danielle is certainly right as well. If I am to have a  livejournal, I should update it. A lot of things have happened since my last update, but nothing worth mentioning either because it was so memorable, or it was something that isnt necessary to write about because its over and shouldnt be brought up again. I can say this though, Im living a good life. The 24th is matt and i's 3 monter. Of course thats about a week from now, but i guess I'm just so hyped up about it that it seems like a shorter period of time. I love him. It may be puppy love. It may be high school love. But ive never been happier. I think about him morning noon and night and ive never cared so much about one person. Hell, I didnt even know it was possible to care that much about a person, and its the best feeling in the world. I love Matthew Anthony Martinez<3 I dont mean to bring down those people without valentines but always remember that when your sitting in your kitchen, shoving your face with chunky monkey while wearing your slippers and the most unattractive pair of pjs you can find, there is someone else out there, doing the exact same thing and you WILL find that person. Believe in love. Believe that there IS someone out there. and no matter what never let the thought that youre all alone and always will be cross your mind. If your reading my livejournal right now then youre still young and theres so many people in this world, looking for love, because when it comes down to it, theres a VERY rare amount of people in this world that dont want to get married and have a family. Everyone wants love. So this valentines day keep in mind that this person for you is out there thinking the exact same thing. Youre amazing, you may not think it but youre amazing. And there is someone out there that will click with you no matter what you may think. Okay well im done with the love affect...but if you dont have a valentine and youre still down about it:

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! YOU SEXY SEXY BABES;)

(oh btw, this entry was about danielle, it was just because she asked me to update, lol danielle doesnt need help in loves, shes too sexy;))

good night new york

-Jeanna