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Subject:ca-ca-ca conversations with my baaaaaaathroom mirror...
Time:06:40 pm
Current Mood:confusedconfused
ive come to the conclusion that i suck. im so down on myself lately. im a bad friend, a bad daughter...Please nobody take this as a pity entry, i just want my friends to know what they mean to me. Danielles amazing. she understands and i think even if she didnt, shed pretend to just to make me feel better. shes a better friend to me then i am to her and i apologize for that.

my dog just came down...stupid dogs. perfect lives. which isnt true, we all know that a dog must have a boring life, but im sure its not just me that envys an animal when we have those points in our lives when we just would rather be barking at cats then worrying.

im sorry to everyone. im not there when i should be. its like im gone now, but i dont want to be. and yes, this is about matt. i love him, i love him more then i think he realizes. i dont make it clear to people how much they mean to me. he probably doesnt know how much he means to me. danielle probably doesnt realize either that i couldnt ask for a better friend. yeah, this sounds stupid re-reading it but all day i felt like crap. i feel like im a sucky friend. i hope you guys understand that hes going to college and were pretty much soaking up all of each other we can before august. one month guys, please dont think were losing touch. i know im being a bad friend, and yes i know the whole chicks before dicks thing but i really hope you guys understand. danielle and i talked yesturday, she understands and she cares and shes amazing. today i found out my moms upset im never home so i feel even worse. im so sorry guys. im sorry im a bad friends, please dont ignore me, i know you wouldnt cause ur all so amazing but i wouldnt blame you. i love you guys...

now i just need to get through to my mom...
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